Before I came America about 2 month ago, I wait for host family and school for long time I'm the last exchange student of my organization that still stay in Thailand and don't have host family.

Day before the flight day while I'm sleeping in my friend apartment and my mom call ed me and tell me that I've got the host family and flight day, I'm quickly head back home to pack my luggage as fast as I can.
Then In the flight day I went to school to dropout and say goodbye to my friends and teachers and told them to come send me at the airport.

I head back home to check my luggage and get ready to go to airport.Then I get out of my house at 00.00
and arrive at airport at 1.00 am, I go to meet my friends who waiting for me at the airport then we go to ate something at restaurant in airport.After that I go to check in and prepared everything.I take a picture with my friends and say goodbye to them and my family, Woman from organization take me to passenger place .

I have to wait for long time and then I go on the plane

Ever Wish You Could Control Your Dream?

Ever Wish You Could Control Your Dream?

Ever wish you could control your dream?You know--you go to sleep and dream about whatever you want?
sometimes I think I could really FIX things if I just could dream them right. I guess that sounds pretty stupid.
Like last week I had a huge test  on chemistry I really like chemistry, but there's so much to remember. I tanked. And I KNOW that stuff--that's what make me so mad. who cares right?It's just a stupid test.
But I'm the only one who suppose to be smart. My Dad wants me to go to medical school, and I guess I do too, but who needs the pressure? I mean, doesn't he have a life of his own.

So that night I dreamed I aced the test. In my dream I remembered every stupid element.
I could see the protons and neutrons spinning around like little solar system.I could recognize every one.
I think I was flying among them for a while, like with a jet pack or something. OR maybe I was electrons.
That part of dream is sort of fuzzy. But the thing was , I KNEW IT ALL. I woke up before the dream was over,so I never saw my grade on the test,but I know I aced it. I had my stuff cold . And the funny thing was, the dream made the real test okay. I mean, I still got an F and all I still probably can't get an A for the semester no matter what I do on  the next test, but I'm okay with it. Look, I KNOW Chemistry. Hey , for one ting, if I didn't how could I have dreamed all that stuff? I just had a bad day.

The next morning I told my Dad I Flunked the test. He gets all quiet for a minute, but then he goes. "Well, you'll do better next time, right ?" He didn't even freak.

I bet he still tells his buddies on Friday that I ace it, though. It's kind of pathetic when you think about it.